Over the last few years, I've noticed that the people you are there for the most are never there for you.
I've had a lot of people I thought were my friends stab me in the back and then try and accuse me.of being bad to them when all I ever did was be there for them, support them, love them, lend them money, buy them food, pay their bills, go with them to places they didn't want to go to alone... And this is the thanks I get?
It makes me want to be mean to people coz it seems when I'm good to people it just gets thrown back in my face so it's like why do I even bother?
I'm just venting but it seems that the older I get, the harder it is to find and keep real friends.
Everyone just seems so fake and opportunistic.
People like to have selective amnesia and act like you never did anything for them when really it is the other way around.
But it is what it is.
